"I love you and I love this baby so much and I want her to be born knowing that. I don't want her to ever think she was unwanted." -My mom's text
The other night, I called my mom sobbing. "This" is a lot for one person to handle. Each time I call my mom so upset that I can't breathe she tells me, "This isn't good for the baby! You just have to let things go." She's right.
When she sent me that text, I wanted to cry out loud, "Yes, that."I don't want my daughter to ever feel unwanted. She was a surprise, a surprise that was initially met with devastation, but she's also a dream come true.
I love her and "want" her more than I ever could have imagined, and I haven't even met her yet.
2 comments:
I can totally relate with you. You do need to let go because no matter what, you're a mama now! We all know how much you've wanted this and we are all thrilled to see you live out your dream. Love you Sher!
I love you, your baby and your mom so much! Like you said...she may have been a surprise, but gosh she is SO loved. I'm so happy you're in a good place right now and are finally able to enjoy the start of something so fantastic! I can't wait to see your little girl and to see you as a mom! Love you!!
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