I wish I were a fairy. I wish I were a fairy. I wish I were a fairy...

It's been quite a while since I've spent my prep period crying, but those old, familiar tears made an appearance today. It's been a long day of many tears. They're uncontrollable and way more powerful than I am.

When I was in high school, I wanted "magic fairy dust" to sprinkle on people when they were hurting to make them feel better. Now that seems really stupid, but I still want to be able to make it right.

Sadly, I just can't.